kenny (new account)
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im a sophomore in high school and i have terrible depression,most of which might be passed on through my family.sometimes i feel like i have to many issues with myself to name and ive attempted suicide a 3 or 4 times,depending on what counts as an attempt.im a middle class white kid with still married parents.
i think im this way for a number of things,so heres a list.
. i hate my physical appearance
. i think im crazy
. im very shy and always have been
. i feel like im selfish and a narcissist because i hate myself so much
. people tell me they care,but i feel like my parents dont
. i came out as bisexual a couple years ago and my mom freaked and she makes fun of me for it.she thinks its just a phase and im trying to get attention,like im just a little kid
. i cut myself and ive inducted vomit ting to loose weight or eating to much
anyway i have alot of problems to put it simply.
so i want to know if there are any places that can help me because i feel no where near sane
i tell myself to stop this but i cant make it stop,i cant stop being sad
any places where i can get dirrect mental help around the bay area
please and thank you
i think im this way for a number of things,so heres a list.
. i hate my physical appearance
. i think im crazy
. im very shy and always have been
. i feel like im selfish and a narcissist because i hate myself so much
. people tell me they care,but i feel like my parents dont
. i came out as bisexual a couple years ago and my mom freaked and she makes fun of me for it.she thinks its just a phase and im trying to get attention,like im just a little kid
. i cut myself and ive inducted vomit ting to loose weight or eating to much
anyway i have alot of problems to put it simply.
so i want to know if there are any places that can help me because i feel no where near sane
i tell myself to stop this but i cant make it stop,i cant stop being sad
any places where i can get dirrect mental help around the bay area
please and thank you