I am 18 and have never had a girlfriend. This is by choice, as I do not like girls or women and am not gay. I used to be a nice guy, but I realized it was worthless being like that. I also used to actually like girls before I realized that they are out to get me and make me look bad. I hate their complicated nature and the head games they play. They should all go to hell. I have the personality of a soldier and am cold and serious.
I have had a bunch of girls who told me that I am good looking, including one of my annoying friends, who told me she thinks I am very good looking, gave me very detailed reasons why, told me that I am downright sexy at times, and when I told her I am not good looking, she said "too bad, because you are". She told me that she is surprised I haven't had a lot of sex already. She told me that she started as being emotionally attracted to me, because she thinks I am intelligent and a nice guy, then she started becoming very physically attracted to me. She told me that she would have sex with me if I wanted, but did not want to make me feel uncomfortable.
The thing is, love is weakness and I never want to show it. I don't ever tell my parents that I love them, despite the fact that they treat me better than most parents treat their kids. I don't want to get in a relationship with a girl because I don't want anyone to view me as a weakling for showing love. Even if a girl tried to pursue a relationship with me me, I would reject her right away, because God forbid people see me in love.
I have had a bunch of girls who told me that I am good looking, including one of my annoying friends, who told me she thinks I am very good looking, gave me very detailed reasons why, told me that I am downright sexy at times, and when I told her I am not good looking, she said "too bad, because you are". She told me that she is surprised I haven't had a lot of sex already. She told me that she started as being emotionally attracted to me, because she thinks I am intelligent and a nice guy, then she started becoming very physically attracted to me. She told me that she would have sex with me if I wanted, but did not want to make me feel uncomfortable.
The thing is, love is weakness and I never want to show it. I don't ever tell my parents that I love them, despite the fact that they treat me better than most parents treat their kids. I don't want to get in a relationship with a girl because I don't want anyone to view me as a weakling for showing love. Even if a girl tried to pursue a relationship with me me, I would reject her right away, because God forbid people see me in love.
