Hey 15 - Male, I've been a little shooken up lately and a bit worried. Me and my group have friends have gotten to that stage where we all start Dating E.g First Kisses and all that junk that every teen only seems worried about or maybe just me . I've only ever had 1 girlfriend last Summer and I dont think it went very well. Now this is my main issue. We didn't do many things like kiss only talked and hugged really. I'm now wondering a year gone by Am I gay? I think i preffer men sexually and I think about sex with other men. I've also dreamt about having sexual relationship with another Male I know. Also I worry about being left behind. My friends are going to find people to date and start having sex and kissing. I dont feel comftable about it I dont think its jealousy I just worry that beacuse i'm unsure about my sexuality i'm going to be a "Loser". For example me and my mates ( Guys ) would see a girl and think " She is fit". I've never felt the urge to say that but only join in to not feel alienated yet I see my self taking long glances at guys in stores or just walking by. Finally If I was gay I dont feel comftable about telling any of my Peers as I go to an all Guys school. So this stops me from getting 1st kisses or sex or worrys me that it might not happen and i'll be this total unapealing person and I know it sounds really bizzare but I do worry alot about stuff like this. Also Gay people are sterotyped as very camp or femine and I dont feel like that. - Sorry if that offended its not meant. I'm I worrying about this too much it just seems like my life at the moment . Finally I have many girl - friends who consider me a best friend they can talk to. I like ther company and one reffers to me as her Gay bestfriend and I dont mind I sort of like it. I really enjoy there company and I seem to fit in well but I have never found them sexualy attracted, The Girl I did date we are great best friends we talk about everything. But I dont think I've ever found a women attractive. It was sort of peer pressure asking her out. When I first came across masturbation and sorry this might sound a lil disturbingly gross I never thought about anything but the feeling. But when I used to see things like a man and women have sex I realised I used to look at the man and how he reacted and what he looked like . Also when going to the cinema I got constant errections from a male actor in one film. I think I want to be Gay or I dont no :L I just get sexual arrosed when looking at men But I'm just worried I will never get into a relationship. I'm nervous around anyone New I meet girls a little more beacuse you have to act diferent around them but once I get to know them I preffer there company as in just talking nothing sexual. Deep down I think I am Gay or want to be but i'm worried about alot of things on meeting gay guys or the abuse it may open up or the neglect or being abbanded by people closest to me. At this age aswell its really bad I cant go anywhere discretly via car to gay Cafes or meet anyone but Is till wouldn't no how to react.
Thankyou too all that read and answerd I didn't think I would right so much.
Sorry If I Offened you in anyway its not intentional.
Please no silly answers I take this seriosuly and immature answers will only be ignored.
Also. is it normal to be turned off by anything sexual soon after ejaculation? Beacause I get that alot.
Thankyou too all that read and answerd I didn't think I would right so much.
Sorry If I Offened you in anyway its not intentional.
Please no silly answers I take this seriosuly and immature answers will only be ignored.
Also. is it normal to be turned off by anything sexual soon after ejaculation? Beacause I get that alot.