ok im 19 (male) and ive been confused for a little bit
growing up ive always had crushes on girls, it just came naturally even thought i didnt have my first gf until i was 17 i always emotionally craved a girl
she dumped me and it hurt for a while, and then i got back with her a year and a half later and i just broke up with her again a couple months ago (for good this time)
but when im home alone and i get kinda "fiesty" i guess you would say, i put myself in gay fantasies usually more than straight fantasies, i can still ejaculate to straight fantasies but it just seems quicker and easier to think about gay sex, and i usually ejaculate more with gay ones
but heres the thing, i know for a fact that i dont have emotions towards guys in that sense, i mean i think about having a boyfriend and it just wouldnt work for me, i feel that it just wouldnt be comfortable with me and im being honest, i mean i get so nervous around pretty girls that sometimes i would rather say nothing that take the chance of sounding stupid, but ive never been afraid to look stupid in front of guys and i have alot of guy friends some who im really close with and ive never felt any emotions in that sense
so what do you think of all this
growing up ive always had crushes on girls, it just came naturally even thought i didnt have my first gf until i was 17 i always emotionally craved a girl
she dumped me and it hurt for a while, and then i got back with her a year and a half later and i just broke up with her again a couple months ago (for good this time)
but when im home alone and i get kinda "fiesty" i guess you would say, i put myself in gay fantasies usually more than straight fantasies, i can still ejaculate to straight fantasies but it just seems quicker and easier to think about gay sex, and i usually ejaculate more with gay ones
but heres the thing, i know for a fact that i dont have emotions towards guys in that sense, i mean i think about having a boyfriend and it just wouldnt work for me, i feel that it just wouldnt be comfortable with me and im being honest, i mean i get so nervous around pretty girls that sometimes i would rather say nothing that take the chance of sounding stupid, but ive never been afraid to look stupid in front of guys and i have alot of guy friends some who im really close with and ive never felt any emotions in that sense
so what do you think of all this