So I'm 20 years old and I'm a virgin, I'm also a lesbian. Before I turn twenty one I'd like to lose my virginity to no one in particular. I'm a virgin for lack of opportunity and not because I'm saving it for anyone special. I kind of want it over and done with and a consenting guy friend is willing, although I can't be sure this is a great idea. I'm sure it wouldn't affect our friendship however I'm not sure how I'm meant to feel afterwords? Like how emotional or weirded/freaked out should I expect to feel?