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What do i do? I'm 23 and Ive never had boyfriend, never been on a date and never kissed a guy ever. I can't even imagine doing anything like that with a guy. The idea seems so foreign to me. I'm not religious and it has nothing to do with morals. My parents did not allow me to date in high school or even my first couple years of college. I have become so insecure b/c of my lack of experience I wouldn't even dream talking to a guy. I have avoided them completely. The older i get the more awkward i feel and the harder it is for me. I know so many people my age who are living with a guy, getting engaged and having kids and i feel like a 12 yr old whos afraid of guys. I never go out b/c of it so i dont have any friends right now. all girls my age do is chase guys and like i said, i'm not into that. I don't drink, dance or party so i hate clubs and bars. i will not go to one. I'm afraid i'm gonna be alone forever b/c no real guy wants an inexperienced girl in her 20's. I didnt even know any virgins when i was a sophmore in high school. I was the only one and still am it seems.