Chasidy Allen
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Im thirteen and I have a cutting addiction. My mom I can't talk to because she works grave yards and so does her boy friend. So I don't see her much and when I do she is always mean and yelling at me to get out of her room. And at the end of the school year she found out about the cuts on my arms and how my friend and I were doing it together so I couldn't be friends with her I couldn't text her and she talked to my teachers to make sure I didn't. She was my only lifeline she helped me get through a lot, but without her I wanted to end my life. So she told me to stop and I couldn't just stop all at once like she expected me to and if she found out I still did it she would give me the silent treatment for months and yell about how I think my life is so bad that I have to cut myself. So now I do it on my thigh to hide it so she wont see and I hid all my razors and basically live in fear of her finding out. I don't know what to do, I need help! (and please no lecture on how its wrong to cut myself) I don't know who to talk to that won't tell my mom I don't know who to trust with my secret.