Secrets Stalking TaCot again...

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Hey Lady,

Just checking in with you again to see how you are doing. How are you holding up? Is the depression lifting any? I have been thinking of you and hoping you give us an update.. I know ANGELINMICHIGAN is wondering how you are doing too...

Hope you are doing great!!! Sending a HUG your way!!!
XOXOXOX
~Secrets
 
I am doing great. I just got back from a doc appt. She wanted to see how I am doing. She was so excited for me that I have been clean for almost three weeks. My depression is getting better. Getting out and exercising more is helping me a lot. I am walking on my lunch hour now. We have had these unusual warm temps lately, it's crazy. 70 today! That is unheard of here this time of they year, but I am not complaining.

So, I am happy and feeling much better. How are you doing? I sure hope things are good with you.

I sure feel for AngelinMichigan. God, that suboxone must be a nightmare! If you are there Angel, hope you are doing well too.

Anyway, I am doing great and am so grateful everyday for my sobriety!!! WooHoo!!!!!!!

Take care, Secrets and thanks for checking up on me. XOXOXOO TaCot
 
That is so GREAT!!! I am so happy for you. I am so thankful you have such a good doctor! It sounRAB like he/she is so supportive and understanding and what a blessing that is in itself.

WOW!!! 70 degrees.. I am SOOO JEALOUS! However, it's not bad here.. I think maybe 30ish?? WAY better than last week. That is GREAT you are walking on your lunch breaks!!! They say excercise releases great chemicals in your brain so good for you. I REALLY need to start doing something myself..

I started a big diet last monday and am already down 6 pounRAB which makes me so happy and to be honest.. focusing on being hungry is helping me focus less on wanting the pills.. Granted.. the demon is still there but my stomach growling all the time is a good distraction!!! hahahha I have about 50 lbs to go and I KNOW I can do it because if I was able to over come the pill addiction thus far then I CAN DO THIS TOO!!! My stress level is kind of up and down... Things with the husbanRAB "job" situation is not changing and it scares me to death. It's like in the last couple months he has lost all motivation to get out there and find something else and it deeply hurts me. Other than that... Things are going good. I look at each day as a blessing and I feel like each day... I get just a little healthier and I think a little more clearly.. Granted... I have my moments of frusterations but overall this is going better than I thought it could.

I am just so happy that you are doing good! I do think of you often and I hope you don't take offense to me starting a new thread and stalking you!! I really don't mean anything but love by it and I laughed a little at my subject line... I knew you were on.. I just had a feeling you might be reading more than writing and I just wanted to say hi and check in with you. You have been my rock thru this and I don't ever want to lose contact with you!

Enjoy that weather.. We will talk more soon!
~Secrets
 
Meant to also say that yes, ANGELINMICHIGAN is really having a hard time and I too feel for her... The suboxone sounRAB like a living nightmare to come off of and I pray daily that she keeps finding the strength to beat this monster. She sounRAB like one tough cookie though and I know she really cares for you!
 
Thanks, Secrets. I, too, need to lose weight. Although, I need to get about 60 pounRAB off. Seems like we have so much in common. I hate dieting!!! It sure beats withdrawing from pills though, right???

I don't mind you starting a new thread, stalking me was funny! I have been reading more than posting, but am always wanting to keep up with you and try to help anyone if I can. Have a great day!!! TaCot
 
Yeah, dieting does suck but you are right... It's nothing compared to withdrawing! God.. that sucked!

I lost about 60 lbs last year do to dieting and then getting sick with my gallbladder issue.. Then after surgery until a week ago.. I gained like 15 of it back.. I think I ate my way thru my pill addictions up until a week ago!! Anyways.. I know I can lose this last 50.... I know i can. I know you can too! Yes, we do have a lot in common.. I am so sick of being unhappy with my body.. I was just thinking the other night, this is the time of my life I am supposed to be able to look back on and say.. MAN I WISH I HAD THAT FIGURE AGAIN.. Instead... I will be hopefully looking back and go.. JEEZ.. I can't believe I was so heavy then! I tell you.. If it's not one stupid struggle it's another.

Have a wonderful day!
~Secrets
 
Well, Secrets. Today is 21 days clean!! I can't believe how good I feel. I really think I had it quite a bit easier than most people, but I certainly would not want to go through it again, that is for sure. Have a great day and I know you are over two months clean, so good for you too!!! XOXOXO Tacot
 
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