Reveka Travis
New member
Is it normal to feel that big gap of un sure-ness right before you try to make your decision to have sex for the first time? I'm 15 and I've been in a relationship with someone I deeply love and can see myself with for a very very long time. He's perfect both for me and to me. I want to have sex but there's this gap that makes me feel unsure and I don't know what it is. We are both very close, we've done other things just not sex. I've always been raised to think sex was a bad deed and to wait till marriage but I just recently. Well a year ago decided not to wait till marriage. I wanna know what it might be? I'm kind of afraid of pain that might take place during it all. I know I can trust him. Hes been VERY understanding and patient with me on this. I've been saying I would do it, Saying I wouldnt for a while now and he said he respects my decision whatever it is. Theres nobody else I'd want to do this with. He's very special to me... I think I might just be looking for some words of encouragement or something. Just some help. I have nobody to talk to about this except my boyfriend of course. So please tell me what YOU think. Opinions are great 