Schizophrenia and other mental illnesses?

[James]

Okay.. so where should i start... I think i may have some type of illness. Many weird things have been happening to me for the past oh say year. My emotions are out of wack, i go deep into thought and get lost, am confused and troubled by the everyday life, disgraced with the acts of people. I feel disconnected from the world at many times, and seem almost as if im in a dream state. At times i feel a powerful emotion? mabey , that courses threw my body, but its also almost like a voice, i suppose.. i dont actully hear anything but its a strong feeling that i interpert but i cant tell you what it is, its almost in an alien language but somehow i understand but can not put it into words for repeat. At times i will be walking and i feel, high mabey, like im just not in reality, i look around slowly, analyzing the simplist of detail. At other times im completely "normal" as todays standards would put it, but when left alone, where my mind is unoccupied and freely thinks, i begin to see these "changes". Im a 16 year old guy, and i dont really seem like everyone else, everyone seems so self centered and materialistic, dont get me wrong, at many times i also feel like this, but the true me doesnt, i feel lost in a fake status, a fake identity i so willingly try to fulfill but then at times when im alone and think, i know its not what i want, but am mabey afraid i am crazy, mabey just a little different, who knows.... your thoughts?