Yesterday a radiologist called with some news that I had to meet up with a Genetics counselor because they found a choroid plexus cyst on my baby boy brain 
... The lady on the phone tried to inform me that he is more than likely ok but I have to meet with the conselor to be sure. Ever since I been researching and crying my heart out. I found out the cyst are linked to trisomy 18 which is incompatible with life . I cried at work, at home, I just feel even with the odds in my favor... My baby will still be diagnosed with it. Don't get me wrong it's not the condition itself that makes me sad. It's the fact that most babies die and idk if my heart can handle that. Especially after feeling him movin all the time. He is actually kickin me now... Kinda like he tryin to tell me to cheer up but I can't... I'm scared... I don't want to lose him... I don't want him to suffer neither. Has anyone else had this problem... Did you have a healthy baby or a baby that actuallyl lived? I just want him to be ok
... The lady on the phone tried to inform me that he is more than likely ok but I have to meet with the conselor to be sure. Ever since I been researching and crying my heart out. I found out the cyst are linked to trisomy 18 which is incompatible with life . I cried at work, at home, I just feel even with the odds in my favor... My baby will still be diagnosed with it. Don't get me wrong it's not the condition itself that makes me sad. It's the fact that most babies die and idk if my heart can handle that. Especially after feeling him movin all the time. He is actually kickin me now... Kinda like he tryin to tell me to cheer up but I can't... I'm scared... I don't want to lose him... I don't want him to suffer neither. Has anyone else had this problem... Did you have a healthy baby or a baby that actuallyl lived? I just want him to be ok