Scared/resisting to any behaviour/trait that increases my manliness?

gratolatio

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I am a gay male.

Ever since I was really young, I had this feeling of being scared of adopting manly/boyish characters. Even now, as a 20 years old, I still experience this. For example, I am scared of adoping the typical hair styles for guys (showing forehead); instead I don't put on any gel on my hair because I am uncomfortable with any increase in my male trait. I'm not sure if other gay males experience such feelings. Why would I feel this way?
 
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