when my ex boyfriend broke up with me like 3-4 months ago i took it rlly hard... i tried so hard to forget about him but ended up making a fool out of myself by calling him and trying to get him back (i know really stupid)...now i feel like a total dumbass, he wont talk to me anymore and i dont know if ill ever hear from him again...i know we wont ever be together anymore and that sucks but what bothers me now is that i might never hear from him again and i dont know how he feels about me anymore. sometimes i just think he hates me, and i dont want him to hate me or think bad of me 
my self esteem has gone because of this and im just so embaressed, angry, and sad....i know i need to move on but this is on my mind all the time everyday...i just dont want him to dislike me, and im moving away soon and im rlly scared he wont say anything to me before i leave because i love him and i miss him alot and its important to me to know what he thinks of me...
any advices for what to do will be appriciated, but plz no rude comments i feel bad enough already...
my self esteem has gone because of this and im just so embaressed, angry, and sad....i know i need to move on but this is on my mind all the time everyday...i just dont want him to dislike me, and im moving away soon and im rlly scared he wont say anything to me before i leave because i love him and i miss him alot and its important to me to know what he thinks of me...
any advices for what to do will be appriciated, but plz no rude comments i feel bad enough already...