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Amel N
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Ok so last school year there was this guy I realyyyy liked. And I really don't know why, like he's not "my type". I haven't seen him since June 2009 because I moved. We weren't like friends friends or anything but we like talked in class and stuff. I was never brave enough to ask him out when we went to the same school so I just crushed on him. I never had his phone number because I wasn't really a texter back then because I used to think texting was overrated and dumb, so the only way I had of contacting him would have been myspace.
The first two weeks of summer when I moved, I was really sad and cried a lot because I wished I wouldn't have taken advantage of time and just asked him out. Then I didn't think a whole lot of him anymore, he just faded away. Eventually, after starting school, I remembered him again and its started getting really hard. I got through these wweirdstages where I think about him and the regret hurts. He used to be like, "you're hair looks really pretty" and stuff like that, but I was really shy and didn't respond right so he had no way to know I like him. I don't know why, but I hhaven'tgotten over this and I hhaven'tseen him or talked to him for 6 months! And its not like we were even together anything so I don't know how I got to love hm so much.
I don't like that I love him because I'll never see him again so its a waist of energy. I want to be be brainwashed please tell me what to do!!!
The first two weeks of summer when I moved, I was really sad and cried a lot because I wished I wouldn't have taken advantage of time and just asked him out. Then I didn't think a whole lot of him anymore, he just faded away. Eventually, after starting school, I remembered him again and its started getting really hard. I got through these wweirdstages where I think about him and the regret hurts. He used to be like, "you're hair looks really pretty" and stuff like that, but I was really shy and didn't respond right so he had no way to know I like him. I don't know why, but I hhaven'tgotten over this and I hhaven'tseen him or talked to him for 6 months! And its not like we were even together anything so I don't know how I got to love hm so much.
I don't like that I love him because I'll never see him again so its a waist of energy. I want to be be brainwashed please tell me what to do!!!