Our chat on Thu, 12/30/10 3:15 AM -----
B (1:30 AM): i said everything im very sorry i know i should not have had a temper tantrm
Christina (1:35 AM): i dunno if u thought i was kidding in the e mail or not....i really meant what i said . 3 yrs its been going on,
Christina (1:35 AM): i dont want to hear another apology. i want you to actually do something about it. THAT WAS NO JOKE!do u think ne other girl would still
Christina (1:36 AM): still talk to you after all the stuff you've done to me. its serious...and i think you should do something about it.
B (1:37 AM): have i not been better?
Christina (1:37 AM): i dont want to stay together unless you do, so i can be reassured that you can controll yourself. im being serious.
Christina (1:38 AM): i dont want to be in another situation, where you do something nasty to me....ITS UNEXCEPTABLE AND UNFAIR TO ME, and *****unhealthy
Christina (1:39 AM): im not trying to blow this out of porportion or nething...i just really mean what im saying. i want you take anger managment
Christina (1:40 AM): not only the physicall... the verbal part too! im saying all this cuz i care...i hope u know that. if not...then we need to spilt im srry
B (1:40 AM): that cost $
Christina (1:42 AM): i want to know if you agree with ne thing that im saying ? u stabbed a pillow violently while i was still holding it in my arms.
B (1:43 AM): that was wrong
Christina (1:43 AM): between the verbal name calling and all the other stuff that you have previously done....that was my last straw im srry.
Christina (1:44 AM): im not trying to attack you...im saying how i seriously feel. i dont want to deal with that nemore.ur apologies dont mean nething nemore
Christina (1:45 AM): you do know im not just talking about the scissors incedent.im talking about EVERYTHING. im to the point where something needs to change
Christina (1:46 AM): dont want to run into this problem again. do u agree? what do you want to do. i told u how i feel...now its ur decision i guess...?
B (1:47 AM): im tryn to b better i love u u know that
Christina (1:47 AM): either u disagree n think im being un reasonable...or u agree with what im saying and care enough to get anger managment...
B (1:48 AM): i dont have money for am
Christina (1:48 AM): between breaking things,smashing things, cutting up things, throwing things,choking me,pushing me,knocking me down,pulling my hair...
Christina (1:49 AM): and now stabbing and slashing my pillow...WITH SCISSORS....im srry i cant take that stuff nemore
Christina (1:50 AM): do you agree you could use it? if i found a free classes would you seriously go?
B (1:58 AM): if it will make u happy
Christina (1:59 AM): its for you too u know...so you can controll yourself. dont u agree its unfair to me?
B (2:00 AM): yes but mayb u should go to
Christina (2:00 AM): its not just to make me happy..if you dont think you need it......then dont do it. if you dont think youll benefit from it
Christina (2:01 AM): i dont do what you do...i run my mouth thats about it. i can control myself. YOU ON THE OTHER HAND, honestly scar me. &disrespectful
Christina (2:02 AM): if your not gonna be serious about this, and be a jerk, dont let me waste my time, ive already been upset enough
Christina (2:03 AM): maybe im being stupid and need to come to the realization that your always gonna dis respect me,call me names, and act violent.
Christina (2:04 AM): i dont wanna hear the apologies nemore, ur actions keep reaccuring. let me know if im wasting my time now please.i deserve to know
B (2:04 AM): ill b better
Christina (2:06 AM): im srry not good enough. i dunno if you understand where im coming from or not. but i think u could use AM
Christina (2:07 AM): or i dont think we're gonna work.i dont deserve what you do to me.
B (2:18 AM): ok i ll go if u go with me
Christina (2:19 AM): meaning? cuz u think i need it or just to go with you? you still havent answered my question to...do agree that you NEED it? ? ? ? ? ?
B (2:21 AM): i dunno
Christina (2:24 AM): what do you mean..u dunnoo? u dunno if you agree you need it? or you dunno what the reason is why you want me to go?
Christina (2:24 AM): u want me to go cuz you think i need it? or for support? i hope you not taking this lightly, cuz im being dead serious
B (2:25 AM): i dont think it will help
B (2:27 AM): u need it to
Christina (2:34 AM): ok.i seriously dis agree. im going to bed. obviously you do not recognize that you have a serious problem.and you have repeatedly hurt me.
Christina (2:35 AM): im glad you think this is a joke . forget i even tried. one thing i do know..is i dont want to be together unelss..unless...you get that under contoll. I dont care you said you were srry. thats meanenless to me. Your actions are repeditive.and it has...
Christina (2:37 AM): and it has to stop. dont want to be put in that situation again. EVER. not gonna go throughano yr
B (1:30 AM): i said everything im very sorry i know i should not have had a temper tantrm
Christina (1:35 AM): i dunno if u thought i was kidding in the e mail or not....i really meant what i said . 3 yrs its been going on,
Christina (1:35 AM): i dont want to hear another apology. i want you to actually do something about it. THAT WAS NO JOKE!do u think ne other girl would still
Christina (1:36 AM): still talk to you after all the stuff you've done to me. its serious...and i think you should do something about it.
B (1:37 AM): have i not been better?
Christina (1:37 AM): i dont want to stay together unless you do, so i can be reassured that you can controll yourself. im being serious.
Christina (1:38 AM): i dont want to be in another situation, where you do something nasty to me....ITS UNEXCEPTABLE AND UNFAIR TO ME, and *****unhealthy
Christina (1:39 AM): im not trying to blow this out of porportion or nething...i just really mean what im saying. i want you take anger managment
Christina (1:40 AM): not only the physicall... the verbal part too! im saying all this cuz i care...i hope u know that. if not...then we need to spilt im srry
B (1:40 AM): that cost $
Christina (1:42 AM): i want to know if you agree with ne thing that im saying ? u stabbed a pillow violently while i was still holding it in my arms.
B (1:43 AM): that was wrong
Christina (1:43 AM): between the verbal name calling and all the other stuff that you have previously done....that was my last straw im srry.
Christina (1:44 AM): im not trying to attack you...im saying how i seriously feel. i dont want to deal with that nemore.ur apologies dont mean nething nemore
Christina (1:45 AM): you do know im not just talking about the scissors incedent.im talking about EVERYTHING. im to the point where something needs to change
Christina (1:46 AM): dont want to run into this problem again. do u agree? what do you want to do. i told u how i feel...now its ur decision i guess...?
B (1:47 AM): im tryn to b better i love u u know that
Christina (1:47 AM): either u disagree n think im being un reasonable...or u agree with what im saying and care enough to get anger managment...
B (1:48 AM): i dont have money for am
Christina (1:48 AM): between breaking things,smashing things, cutting up things, throwing things,choking me,pushing me,knocking me down,pulling my hair...
Christina (1:49 AM): and now stabbing and slashing my pillow...WITH SCISSORS....im srry i cant take that stuff nemore
Christina (1:50 AM): do you agree you could use it? if i found a free classes would you seriously go?
B (1:58 AM): if it will make u happy
Christina (1:59 AM): its for you too u know...so you can controll yourself. dont u agree its unfair to me?
B (2:00 AM): yes but mayb u should go to
Christina (2:00 AM): its not just to make me happy..if you dont think you need it......then dont do it. if you dont think youll benefit from it
Christina (2:01 AM): i dont do what you do...i run my mouth thats about it. i can control myself. YOU ON THE OTHER HAND, honestly scar me. &disrespectful
Christina (2:02 AM): if your not gonna be serious about this, and be a jerk, dont let me waste my time, ive already been upset enough
Christina (2:03 AM): maybe im being stupid and need to come to the realization that your always gonna dis respect me,call me names, and act violent.
Christina (2:04 AM): i dont wanna hear the apologies nemore, ur actions keep reaccuring. let me know if im wasting my time now please.i deserve to know
B (2:04 AM): ill b better
Christina (2:06 AM): im srry not good enough. i dunno if you understand where im coming from or not. but i think u could use AM
Christina (2:07 AM): or i dont think we're gonna work.i dont deserve what you do to me.
B (2:18 AM): ok i ll go if u go with me
Christina (2:19 AM): meaning? cuz u think i need it or just to go with you? you still havent answered my question to...do agree that you NEED it? ? ? ? ? ?
B (2:21 AM): i dunno
Christina (2:24 AM): what do you mean..u dunnoo? u dunno if you agree you need it? or you dunno what the reason is why you want me to go?
Christina (2:24 AM): u want me to go cuz you think i need it? or for support? i hope you not taking this lightly, cuz im being dead serious
B (2:25 AM): i dont think it will help
B (2:27 AM): u need it to
Christina (2:34 AM): ok.i seriously dis agree. im going to bed. obviously you do not recognize that you have a serious problem.and you have repeatedly hurt me.
Christina (2:35 AM): im glad you think this is a joke . forget i even tried. one thing i do know..is i dont want to be together unelss..unless...you get that under contoll. I dont care you said you were srry. thats meanenless to me. Your actions are repeditive.and it has...
Christina (2:37 AM): and it has to stop. dont want to be put in that situation again. EVER. not gonna go throughano yr