Recently I've noticed that I've been having really bad mood swings. I get very depressed, cry a lot and just feel hopeless. It last about 20 minutes at the most. And after wards I don't understand why I would cry about something like that.
Like about a week ago I saw a picture of a cat the same breed as my cat who died this past january and I burst out crying out of no where. Then two days ago I was crying because I didn't want these people to come visit the day I came home from university. And just now I contemplated dropping out university, was bawling my eyes out and about to send my parents an email when i just snapped out of it and was like "what the heck am i doing." I got a 30£ library fee excused the other day and cried on the way home. Also the thing is, when i cry i generally cry about everything all at once, so anything negative.. but these past ones have just been focused on one thing.
I'm 18, normally don't cry too often, maybe about once a month at the most..i am almost finished with my first semester of college and although i haven't made any friends i quite enjoy it here.
why am i doing this? any ideas?
I get enough sleep most nights when my flat mates don't wake me up. Normally oversleep even but it does disturb my sleeping pattern when they wake me up i guess.
yeah feel strange, like a bit giddy as to why i would cry about something like that and happy. Like just now I am really happy about being at university even though i considered dropping out less than an hour ago.
haha the newborn thing made me laugh! i've only been taking vitamins and things for migraines. I'm going to see my disabilities counselor (for migraines) on monday so I'll ask him about it.
Like about a week ago I saw a picture of a cat the same breed as my cat who died this past january and I burst out crying out of no where. Then two days ago I was crying because I didn't want these people to come visit the day I came home from university. And just now I contemplated dropping out university, was bawling my eyes out and about to send my parents an email when i just snapped out of it and was like "what the heck am i doing." I got a 30£ library fee excused the other day and cried on the way home. Also the thing is, when i cry i generally cry about everything all at once, so anything negative.. but these past ones have just been focused on one thing.
I'm 18, normally don't cry too often, maybe about once a month at the most..i am almost finished with my first semester of college and although i haven't made any friends i quite enjoy it here.
why am i doing this? any ideas?
I get enough sleep most nights when my flat mates don't wake me up. Normally oversleep even but it does disturb my sleeping pattern when they wake me up i guess.
yeah feel strange, like a bit giddy as to why i would cry about something like that and happy. Like just now I am really happy about being at university even though i considered dropping out less than an hour ago.
haha the newborn thing made me laugh! i've only been taking vitamins and things for migraines. I'm going to see my disabilities counselor (for migraines) on monday so I'll ask him about it.