A teardrop rolls down the side of my cheek
My knees begin to tremble and my heart becomes weak
My hands begin to shake and my nose begins to flare
In fear of the pain from my sudden despair
I begin to screech as loud as I possibly can
In hope that someone knows that I'm there
But I cover it up with a mask of joy,
Pretending not to care though the opposite occurs
I hate this hurt. I hate this pain
I hate how I can never go back to the same
The laughs, the smiles, the happiness is gone
A gift that was took granted, as I look back, I miss it all
My knees begin to tremble and my heart becomes weak
My hands begin to shake and my nose begins to flare
In fear of the pain from my sudden despair
I begin to screech as loud as I possibly can
In hope that someone knows that I'm there
But I cover it up with a mask of joy,
Pretending not to care though the opposite occurs
I hate this hurt. I hate this pain
I hate how I can never go back to the same
The laughs, the smiles, the happiness is gone
A gift that was took granted, as I look back, I miss it all