Detective Goldfish
New member
A lot of things happened the past few months, no I suppose it was built upon in 3 years.
When things got rough, I coped and tried living my life, now I am trying to be strong and a lot kinder.
I want to be nicer and someone that understands others. I want to accept everyone and love everyone for who they are and so I may love myself.
Today though, the room in which I thought I emptied out of sorrow and pain, I found dust and some left over. Perhaps I was trying to ignore it? I don't know, but it hit me in the heart as if someone slapped me across the face. Couldn't go home to show my this face to my family, so I went to a parking lot near by and cried until I started bleeding. It's this pain that I thought I was over, but there were some left over that I didn't realize before. No maybe true strength is to say that maybe I have to clear it out even more.
I want to be stronger, kinder, and a lot more understanding. But I suppose I should start understanding myself first?
My question is, I want my friends to rely on me when they're feeling pain, I want them to know that I am there for them, but sometimes I have my own questions, and my question is do strong people rely on others...? I post this here so no one that knows me can see, I ask this here so I can get a strangers point of view that wouldn't care to hurt my feelings. I post this here because I want an answer.
When things got rough, I coped and tried living my life, now I am trying to be strong and a lot kinder.
I want to be nicer and someone that understands others. I want to accept everyone and love everyone for who they are and so I may love myself.
Today though, the room in which I thought I emptied out of sorrow and pain, I found dust and some left over. Perhaps I was trying to ignore it? I don't know, but it hit me in the heart as if someone slapped me across the face. Couldn't go home to show my this face to my family, so I went to a parking lot near by and cried until I started bleeding. It's this pain that I thought I was over, but there were some left over that I didn't realize before. No maybe true strength is to say that maybe I have to clear it out even more.
I want to be stronger, kinder, and a lot more understanding. But I suppose I should start understanding myself first?
My question is, I want my friends to rely on me when they're feeling pain, I want them to know that I am there for them, but sometimes I have my own questions, and my question is do strong people rely on others...? I post this here so no one that knows me can see, I ask this here so I can get a strangers point of view that wouldn't care to hurt my feelings. I post this here because I want an answer.