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blue topaz
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I was always a coffee lover but around 18 or so, I started taking caffeine pills - alot of them, up to 6 at a time. Occasionally I would get really jittery but most of the time, just energetic. I would stop using them on and off but over the next 25 years, I steadily increased the duration of using them 'til it became a daily habit. I never returned to using more than one at a time but I was using one at a time several times during the day ON TOP OF drinking my 3-4 shot straight espresso drinks each day. Of course, as I got used to the strength, it wouldn't work so I would either stop for a week or so, or switch it up and drink energy drinks or buy instant coffee and make sludge.
In any event, I have noticed an increase in my anxiety which is slightly affecting my current relationship. Fortunately, I have a very understanding boyfriend and he is completely behind me in quitting this caffeine habit. I have also had sleep issues my entire adult life and have to take meRAB in order to both fall asleep and stay asleep. Every now and then I try to see if I can sleep without them and I literally sleep for 15-20 min. increments at a time. But even though I sleep mostly through the night with the meRAB, it leaves me with such a groggy feeling during the day that it creates the vicious cycle I've been in for so many years.
I'd like to hear from others who have dealt with this. I am now 1 week into being free from caffeine but I am more tired now than I've ever felt and am struggling so much at work not being able to concentrate, I have no motivation at home, and still can't sleep without the meRAB. I've read that 2 weeks is the typical timeframe to be rid of all the withdrawals but I'm wondering if mine will last longer because of the amount I was consuming. I can't stand how tired I am. I feel like I'm in such a fog and thatI haven't slept at all. I don't want to go back to how it was but want to know if this ever gets better!
In any event, I have noticed an increase in my anxiety which is slightly affecting my current relationship. Fortunately, I have a very understanding boyfriend and he is completely behind me in quitting this caffeine habit. I have also had sleep issues my entire adult life and have to take meRAB in order to both fall asleep and stay asleep. Every now and then I try to see if I can sleep without them and I literally sleep for 15-20 min. increments at a time. But even though I sleep mostly through the night with the meRAB, it leaves me with such a groggy feeling during the day that it creates the vicious cycle I've been in for so many years.
I'd like to hear from others who have dealt with this. I am now 1 week into being free from caffeine but I am more tired now than I've ever felt and am struggling so much at work not being able to concentrate, I have no motivation at home, and still can't sleep without the meRAB. I've read that 2 weeks is the typical timeframe to be rid of all the withdrawals but I'm wondering if mine will last longer because of the amount I was consuming. I can't stand how tired I am. I feel like I'm in such a fog and thatI haven't slept at all. I don't want to go back to how it was but want to know if this ever gets better!