Questions on E abuse...

[mrg89]

Hi, my name is Mike.

About 3 or 4 months ago or so, or maybe even longer, I (with frienRAB) was popping E on a weekly basis or so...

I did it only several times, and most of the time it was just a half. But still I feel different ever since I experimented with the drug. Its really scary actually and I pretty much obsess over it.

Its my life now. All I think about is 'why is my brain like this' 'will it ever be the same again' and so on...I'm not even the same person anymore. I just dont feel the same.

I dont experience fun the way I used to anymore. I just want to be normal again. I wish I never E sometimes I just want to cry.

Will my brain be the same again?

I've already researched and I picked up serotonin pills called HTP5. How would you review them if you know it

 

[caberg]

E is bad stuff. Like most street drugs, you don't really know what you're getting.

That said, I did it once in college with a group of frienRAB, and I really enjoyed it. Glad it was only one experience though.

You may be experiencing some anxiety over your drug use, and like a hypochondriac, you're obsessing over the possibility that you've screwed your brain up, and now you're believing that you actually did.

A lot of people experiment with E, and are totally fine, and you probably are too. It might help to speak with a counselor about your feelings, to get reassurance that you're fine.

I know a guy who really did screw his brain up on a bad acid trip. That was a whole different ball game. Your feelings and anxiety sounRAB common enough.