Questioning my sexuality at 13?

I'm female and 13 years old.
Is it strange to be questioning my sexuality at this age? I never thought a guy was hot, only girls... yet, I haven't had many very strong crushes on girls, only a couple, yet I have had, like, 3 crushes on different guys. I think penises are disgusting and ugly, and I would never like a guy for their looks, their personality, maybe, but I think girls are much more beautiful and 'sexy' than boys.
I like Yuri anime and manga (not Hentai, not disgusting, wrong stuff. Just love, and kindness between girls, and the odd kiss) but I've never been interested in Yaoi, which is homosexual relationships between boys, and is aimed at girls.
I wouldn't want to kiss a guy, that feels wrong. I sometimes want to kiss a girl, when she's beautiful and nice and I really like her. When I think about girls that way, it feels right for me, but I have tried thinking of boys in that way, romantically, but I don't get the same feeling. I have always gotten on well with boys, as friends, and not so much with girls as friends, but most of the girls I know have girls as friends, and boys as... well, boyfriends.
Is this just a phase, or what? I guess nobody can answer that but myself...
When I was little, about... 10, I think, I really liked a boy and he kissed me. It felt right at the time, to be with a boy, and I didn't really consider being with a girl... well, a little bit.
Well, nearly 2 years later, the boy and myself broke up. After that, I didn't have any romantic feelings for boys, only for girls... And there's this one girl... she's so beautiful, so amazing... I really want to be with her even now.
I don't consider any particular part of a boy to be very much attractive, unless he has a pretty face... I don't think guys as a whole are particularly attractive. Girls, on the other hand, are very attractive to me,, especially their breasts. And a lot of girls have a beautiful figure, and legs, and a beautiful face. In my opinion, girls are so much more attractive than boys and men.
So do you think I might be lesbian, or bi, or end up straight, even?
Oh, and I really hope I haven't offended anyone with my opinions... They're only mine, I'm not saying that everything I say is fact.
It's not kissing someone that seems wrong, it's kissing a boy. The idea of kissing a girl feels so right. And I wouldn't have sex at this age, but especially not with a boy. Girls get me excited and stuff... Do you know what I mean?
 
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