So there's this girl I like a lot. I mean, she's amazing. We used to be so close and talked/texted all the time but over the past couple months or so we've been drifting apart and I'm not sure why. My theory is that she was or is into me (she used to always call me "amazing", "cute", "hilarious", etc) and I didn't make a move fast enough (out of being nervous) and she thought I wasn't interested.
Anyway, I don't think she's mad at me or anything but I dunno. Last week she was feeling really sick so I made her a personalized get well soon card in photoshop and left her the jpg of it in her ask box on Tumbr and she wrote back in my inbox saying "OH MY GOSH. That made me so so so happy. Awww. Thank you <3".
Now, last night she posted the following things on her Tumblr blog:
"Bummed out of my ******* mind"
""It’d be cool if one time, just ONE time, I could get what I want. Just one damn time. This has been the worst Valentine’s Day of my entire life. Or just day, in general. I’m seriously over everything."
Neither one had anything to do with me obviously, but whatever it was that happened in her life yesterday it obviously wasn't good. So I made her a custom V-Day card after seeing that to cheer her up and left it in her question inbox. It said I was sorry her day was so bad and I reminded her that she's a special, awesome and beautiful girl.
This morning she wrote back to me just saying:
"<3 <3 <3
Thanks
"
It seems like an oddly short message (just one actual word) especially since she's usually all "awwww, thank you, that's awesome!" or whatever when I send her something I made like that. Maybe she's just not feeling talkative or to up to saying much right now? She seemed genuinely upset, so who knows. I guess three hearts and a smiley is good though. And I'm just glad she wrote back either way. I want to be with her more than anything but I'm afraid now would be a bad time to say anything about it...The weird part is, I called her Friday night and she didn't answer. Called again Saturday night and she didn't answer then either. Maybe this is all just part of something that's been going on in her life? I dunno.
But yeah, is it no big deal that she didn't write that much in response? What do I so or do next? I really really do not want to give up on her. I'm so tired of just walking away from things like this and until I have some kind of definite answer from her, I'm not giving up. I just don't know what to do.
Anyway, I don't think she's mad at me or anything but I dunno. Last week she was feeling really sick so I made her a personalized get well soon card in photoshop and left her the jpg of it in her ask box on Tumbr and she wrote back in my inbox saying "OH MY GOSH. That made me so so so happy. Awww. Thank you <3".
Now, last night she posted the following things on her Tumblr blog:
"Bummed out of my ******* mind"
""It’d be cool if one time, just ONE time, I could get what I want. Just one damn time. This has been the worst Valentine’s Day of my entire life. Or just day, in general. I’m seriously over everything."
Neither one had anything to do with me obviously, but whatever it was that happened in her life yesterday it obviously wasn't good. So I made her a custom V-Day card after seeing that to cheer her up and left it in her question inbox. It said I was sorry her day was so bad and I reminded her that she's a special, awesome and beautiful girl.
This morning she wrote back to me just saying:
"<3 <3 <3
Thanks
"It seems like an oddly short message (just one actual word) especially since she's usually all "awwww, thank you, that's awesome!" or whatever when I send her something I made like that. Maybe she's just not feeling talkative or to up to saying much right now? She seemed genuinely upset, so who knows. I guess three hearts and a smiley is good though. And I'm just glad she wrote back either way. I want to be with her more than anything but I'm afraid now would be a bad time to say anything about it...The weird part is, I called her Friday night and she didn't answer. Called again Saturday night and she didn't answer then either. Maybe this is all just part of something that's been going on in her life? I dunno.
But yeah, is it no big deal that she didn't write that much in response? What do I so or do next? I really really do not want to give up on her. I'm so tired of just walking away from things like this and until I have some kind of definite answer from her, I'm not giving up. I just don't know what to do.