Pretty quiet today???

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Just checking in..... Seems like the board is pretty quiet today. Is everyone doing okay?
Hope everyone is having a great monday. Just wanted to check in.
~Secrets
 
Hey Secrets! I am doing good, just mad at myself for getting into this whole situation. I know that comes and goes. I am so glad you are where you are at. I am nervous about my doc appt next week . I am afraid since I obtained my meRAB from the street without a prescription, that this doc is going to be really hard on me. Just anxious. What is this contract that my PCP told me I would have to sign? I don't care what I have to do, to tell you the truth, I just want to get off of these darn things for good.

ANyway, I hope your day is going very well. You deserve to have a good day.
 
HEY!
Sorry to hear that you are so down on yourself right now... I have my moments too and i think at least I hope it's normal.. hahaha No, it is.. From what I have heard anyways... I am mad at myself too as I crave pills.. It's just mind blowing to me that I got myself into this.

As for this contract you will have to sign.. I believe it's a contract you have between the Dr. and the clinic pretty much stating that you will get a certain amount of medication for the month and you can't ever run out early or if you do... it's your problem type of thing.. I also think that you have to use one and only one pharmacy... Stuff like that. I have also heard that some are so strict that even if you go to the ER you can't accept any medications from them but that was only 1 person who mentioned that... I have never had to have a contract so I may be WAY off base.. Just telling you things I have heard from random people before.. There has got to be other people on here though that could better answer this question for you.

I am having a decent day today.. my body feels finally good.. However, now I am having an issue missing the pills.. I know that sounRAB crazy that one moment I HATE those damn pills then I want them so bad.. I guess that is what addiction is.. I guess maybe tonight I will go home, take a relaxing bath and have a couple glasses of wine just to take the edge off.. hahahha
So if I can just get past that.. I will be good to go.

You keep your chin up! You are doing the right thing and I really think that since you are owning up for this the Dr. will hopefully take care of you the way you deserve and if he doesn't then you will just have to find someone who will.. You do have choices. You don't deserve to be treated poorly so don't for a second let anyone get away with it!

Have a great afternoon!
~Secrets
 
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