my boyfriend and I have been together for nearly 4 months, we have sex more often than the average couple I do believe (probably around 5 times a week) and he "satisfies" me everytime. however, I very rarely can get him off...and if he does, its because I dance for him while he masturbates. he is on anti-depressants and blames it in majority on that but also tells me "he has always been like that and only got off from actual intercourse once"...he watches a lot of porn and it never really bothered me until recently...as I feel like he could more easily "finish" if he didn't get himself off to porn...I think he got so used to watching porn and getting himself off in his early age that now its near impossible for him to go about it any other way. does that seem possible/realistic?
to make matter even worse, he was supossed to come to pick me up from work tonight and I freaked out on him for being 10 minutes late because he was trying to orgasm...I don't want to be the stereotypical girlfriend that freaks out on her boyfriend for watching porn (and I can't in good faith because I watch it ocassionally), but I feel a little cheated with the current circumstances...and when I try to bring it up, that I feel inadequate, he says "you don't think I feel inadequate that you watch porn?" (arg! but he still can get me off)...what's the best way to solve this problem? is there even a problem or am I just being an overly-sensitive girl? (on a side note--I don't think its an insecurity issue with me...I was an exotic dancer for a year and a half...don't judge, it paid for my college education...im pretty confident in myself and that he finds me attractive)
to make matter even worse, he was supossed to come to pick me up from work tonight and I freaked out on him for being 10 minutes late because he was trying to orgasm...I don't want to be the stereotypical girlfriend that freaks out on her boyfriend for watching porn (and I can't in good faith because I watch it ocassionally), but I feel a little cheated with the current circumstances...and when I try to bring it up, that I feel inadequate, he says "you don't think I feel inadequate that you watch porn?" (arg! but he still can get me off)...what's the best way to solve this problem? is there even a problem or am I just being an overly-sensitive girl? (on a side note--I don't think its an insecurity issue with me...I was an exotic dancer for a year and a half...don't judge, it paid for my college education...im pretty confident in myself and that he finds me attractive)