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winking2
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Where do I begin.....I have been to a therapist and a psychiatrist before. I was diagnosed with add/depression. I didn't talk about every single problem I had because I strictly came there to deal with my depression/add. I have also suffered from eating disorders my entire life, as well as slight ocd (a lot of problems I know lol)
One thing that I have noticed that is getting increasingly worse with me is....I always think something bad is going to happen. I feel paranoid and convinced something horrible WILL happen and I am just waiting for it. I hear a creek in the window at night and I freak and assume someone is trying to break in. I constantly think about being abducted or someone in my family being abducted or killed. I lock the doors at night and even stay up all night because I feel safe if I stay up and watch the house to make sure nothing happens. I cannot tell if this is anxiety disorder or something else. I have been like this for years...at least since I was a kid. Not with the same issues though. When I was a kid I always thought I was going to get cancer or go blind. Now I am 21 now and it has progressed. Is this part of anxiety disorder? Does this sound like a different problem?
About just a half hour ago I heard two booms outside and of course in my head I think "that could be gun shots!" It's always the worst case scenario with me and I am getting really sick of it. Any idea of what kind of problem this could be, let me know. (still thinking it was gun shots and am afraid someone will try and break in tonight)
One thing that I have noticed that is getting increasingly worse with me is....I always think something bad is going to happen. I feel paranoid and convinced something horrible WILL happen and I am just waiting for it. I hear a creek in the window at night and I freak and assume someone is trying to break in. I constantly think about being abducted or someone in my family being abducted or killed. I lock the doors at night and even stay up all night because I feel safe if I stay up and watch the house to make sure nothing happens. I cannot tell if this is anxiety disorder or something else. I have been like this for years...at least since I was a kid. Not with the same issues though. When I was a kid I always thought I was going to get cancer or go blind. Now I am 21 now and it has progressed. Is this part of anxiety disorder? Does this sound like a different problem?
About just a half hour ago I heard two booms outside and of course in my head I think "that could be gun shots!" It's always the worst case scenario with me and I am getting really sick of it. Any idea of what kind of problem this could be, let me know. (still thinking it was gun shots and am afraid someone will try and break in tonight)