?Forever Your SlouchyBug?
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Hi,
I never got along with my Father. He treats me so badly, and then he expects me to go back to him when he's somewhat sorry. I am so sad that all this time, he never got it that all I wanted was a loving father - instead of a Father who is a manipulator, critical, money oriented, and judgemental. Please read my poem, and tell me what you think, and what should I do?
How you can get past all the bad.
When you know that you never really had a Dad.
You never helped me look out below,
Because all this time between us time went out the window.
I didn’t even have anything to hold on to,
Expect my breath that I held for you.
But you took it all away when you told me that I’ll never go far.
Thanks to you, all I have left is this eternal scar
Of all the pain that I had to face alone
When I needed you the most you just stood there like a stone.
Because you knew that you set my life on fire.
All this time you were just one big liar.
Trying to pretend that you are a perfect Father
When all you did was drown my emotions into water.
When I try to reach to you all you do is laugh and stare.
Saying that I should do better and all this I cannot bear.
When my feet were stuck to the ground I didn’t know what to do.
How can you say you don’t understand me,
When I had to face it all with out you.
All this time it just burns inside of me.
Remembering all that came out of your mouth was just hypocrisy.
But now, it doesn’t matter where we are anymore.
Because you’re the one who through all my faith in you right out the door.
Now, ever now and then, I still think about how you made me fall.
Fall so hard to ground that all I was able to do was crawl
Because you put me right to the ground when you told me how you wanted me to be.
And how a person like me could ever succeed.
Because of you I was ready to quit, but also because of you I’m so much stronger.
Therefore, I don’t need your criticism and your judgements any longer.
Thank to you I’ll be all right because you were never there anyways.
Look at me now, as I’m ready to say.
That no matter how hard Daddy’s little girl tries to help Daddy and daughter to mend.
No matter how hard I’ve tried,
it didn’t matter did it in the end?
I never got along with my Father. He treats me so badly, and then he expects me to go back to him when he's somewhat sorry. I am so sad that all this time, he never got it that all I wanted was a loving father - instead of a Father who is a manipulator, critical, money oriented, and judgemental. Please read my poem, and tell me what you think, and what should I do?
How you can get past all the bad.
When you know that you never really had a Dad.
You never helped me look out below,
Because all this time between us time went out the window.
I didn’t even have anything to hold on to,
Expect my breath that I held for you.
But you took it all away when you told me that I’ll never go far.
Thanks to you, all I have left is this eternal scar
Of all the pain that I had to face alone
When I needed you the most you just stood there like a stone.
Because you knew that you set my life on fire.
All this time you were just one big liar.
Trying to pretend that you are a perfect Father
When all you did was drown my emotions into water.
When I try to reach to you all you do is laugh and stare.
Saying that I should do better and all this I cannot bear.
When my feet were stuck to the ground I didn’t know what to do.
How can you say you don’t understand me,
When I had to face it all with out you.
All this time it just burns inside of me.
Remembering all that came out of your mouth was just hypocrisy.
But now, it doesn’t matter where we are anymore.
Because you’re the one who through all my faith in you right out the door.
Now, ever now and then, I still think about how you made me fall.
Fall so hard to ground that all I was able to do was crawl
Because you put me right to the ground when you told me how you wanted me to be.
And how a person like me could ever succeed.
Because of you I was ready to quit, but also because of you I’m so much stronger.
Therefore, I don’t need your criticism and your judgements any longer.
Thank to you I’ll be all right because you were never there anyways.
Look at me now, as I’m ready to say.
That no matter how hard Daddy’s little girl tries to help Daddy and daughter to mend.
No matter how hard I’ve tried,
it didn’t matter did it in the end?