I haad a job in cabo training dolphins had a friend who took ad advantage of me and became sort of crazy I left back to the states to be with support of good friends and family I'm only twenty one so I moved back home I work at mh parents office and try to make my parents happy.I pay my car payments etc, They know the circumstances and in the beginning were very supportive and caging . My great aunt adopted me as a baby so my parents sadly couldn't have children. With that said my mother doesn't know what it feels like emotionally to be pregnant . Unfortunately we have a long history of fighting verbally in the past
My friends and significant others seem to care less about me not spending time or communicating making me feel worse than already expected. Even though I know I'll be a wonderful mother I'm scared and so depressed feeling more alone than ever never really leaving the house for anything social with that said I'm obviously sad a lot and cry frequently but not horribly, stressful none the less.
To the point, lately my moms been with an attitude saying things she shouldn't bringing me down or saying things unfair randomly or when she gets home, I try to ask her not to speak to me without thinking before she does and she acts like she only said something that isn't true then won't apologize after I express maturely that she's hurt my feelIngs multiple times for no apparent reason. It escalates to me crying from so much hurt and un-understanding that she leaves the house leaving me alone screaming and crying for god to just help me or save me... Or why or what I can do to help... Today was worse after the typical fightand me trying to fix it she came at me violently with grabbing arms on me slapping me hard accross the face, shocked I pushed her away unviolently then she came at me again hiTting me accross the face after I got my best friend to come get me and packed a bag . My dad texted me saying that I've gone too far this time even though he knew the stor
My friends and significant others seem to care less about me not spending time or communicating making me feel worse than already expected. Even though I know I'll be a wonderful mother I'm scared and so depressed feeling more alone than ever never really leaving the house for anything social with that said I'm obviously sad a lot and cry frequently but not horribly, stressful none the less.
To the point, lately my moms been with an attitude saying things she shouldn't bringing me down or saying things unfair randomly or when she gets home, I try to ask her not to speak to me without thinking before she does and she acts like she only said something that isn't true then won't apologize after I express maturely that she's hurt my feelIngs multiple times for no apparent reason. It escalates to me crying from so much hurt and un-understanding that she leaves the house leaving me alone screaming and crying for god to just help me or save me... Or why or what I can do to help... Today was worse after the typical fightand me trying to fix it she came at me violently with grabbing arms on me slapping me hard accross the face, shocked I pushed her away unviolently then she came at me again hiTting me accross the face after I got my best friend to come get me and packed a bag . My dad texted me saying that I've gone too far this time even though he knew the stor