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Michael Myers
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Ok... it might be a little long, but please, please read and help me.
Ever since this school year started, I turned very, very lazy and unsocial. I've been skipping school A LOT. I missed 40 DAYS already! And it's only the 2nd semester! The reason why I skip is... I'm unhappy at school. I'm always depressed. No one really cares about me, only one friend, but he's in in 9th grade, I'm in 8th. The teachers only give me a really hard time. Every so called "friends" of mine laugh at me. I mean, I'm always nice to them, defending them, but they always treat me badly. They bully me. Not physically, but psychologically. I hate it. I'm not fat, I'm not ugly (I've been told I am very handsome, not only by my mom
). Every time I wake up to go to school, I feel bad. I pretend I go to school, and go to my grandparent's house instead and stay there all day, so that my mom doesn't find out. But, she recently found out that I've been skipping school a lot. She's saying if I want to stay in school and have a good job in the future, or just work right now and never have an education. My sister, who think she's my mother, is always pushing me around. NEVER gives me a break. And... also, the worst part of this story, is that I lied for my reason why I've been skipping school. I've told my mom that I've been having chronic stomach aches every day and that I just can't stand having them while being in school. She believed me... but wants to go to a clinic to check it out. We're supposed to go tomorrow morning. The reason I don't want to go, is if I really have like a disease or something and find out... that'll be devastating. No one likes me... not even some of my family members. I have great qualities... I have a good sense of humor, sweet, handsome, athletic, etc. I'm not bragging, I've been told that.
I really don't know what to do... stay in school, or just go to work. I honestly can't stand school, I hate it. I hate my life. This started ever since I turned into a teenager. I can't stop thinking about this... I just really can't. It's always on my mind, I can't sleep well. I need help, quick.
Thanks for reading and answering...
Ever since this school year started, I turned very, very lazy and unsocial. I've been skipping school A LOT. I missed 40 DAYS already! And it's only the 2nd semester! The reason why I skip is... I'm unhappy at school. I'm always depressed. No one really cares about me, only one friend, but he's in in 9th grade, I'm in 8th. The teachers only give me a really hard time. Every so called "friends" of mine laugh at me. I mean, I'm always nice to them, defending them, but they always treat me badly. They bully me. Not physically, but psychologically. I hate it. I'm not fat, I'm not ugly (I've been told I am very handsome, not only by my mom
). Every time I wake up to go to school, I feel bad. I pretend I go to school, and go to my grandparent's house instead and stay there all day, so that my mom doesn't find out. But, she recently found out that I've been skipping school a lot. She's saying if I want to stay in school and have a good job in the future, or just work right now and never have an education. My sister, who think she's my mother, is always pushing me around. NEVER gives me a break. And... also, the worst part of this story, is that I lied for my reason why I've been skipping school. I've told my mom that I've been having chronic stomach aches every day and that I just can't stand having them while being in school. She believed me... but wants to go to a clinic to check it out. We're supposed to go tomorrow morning. The reason I don't want to go, is if I really have like a disease or something and find out... that'll be devastating. No one likes me... not even some of my family members. I have great qualities... I have a good sense of humor, sweet, handsome, athletic, etc. I'm not bragging, I've been told that.I really don't know what to do... stay in school, or just go to work. I honestly can't stand school, I hate it. I hate my life. This started ever since I turned into a teenager. I can't stop thinking about this... I just really can't. It's always on my mind, I can't sleep well. I need help, quick.
Thanks for reading and answering...