okay so im 17, and i do have some friends. but not any close friends because i have this thing with people, I dont trust anyone and i dont feel comfortable with talking to anyone about anything serious or whatever. even when theres anything bothering me, i never tell anyone. I just keep it all to myself.
my boyfriend is the only one that i like talking to. and one other thing is that i never forget what people do/did to me in the past; backstabbing, rumors, etc.. but i usually forgive.
anyways im sorry it took that long. my question is :
i get sudden mood swings for no apparent reaon, i become this very annoying person even to my boyfriend, which gets him annoyed, which makes me more depressed or whatever because i really dont mean to hurt/annoy him.
and i also usually feel empty inside and i dont like talking to anyone else anymore, even the ones i used to be really close with. i usually just feel like locking myself somewhere without seeing or talking to anyone.
Is that normal?
plus. im really really sorry its that long. since i feel more comfortable getting advice from people that i dont really know.
my boyfriend is the only one that i like talking to. and one other thing is that i never forget what people do/did to me in the past; backstabbing, rumors, etc.. but i usually forgive.
anyways im sorry it took that long. my question is :
i get sudden mood swings for no apparent reaon, i become this very annoying person even to my boyfriend, which gets him annoyed, which makes me more depressed or whatever because i really dont mean to hurt/annoy him.
and i also usually feel empty inside and i dont like talking to anyone else anymore, even the ones i used to be really close with. i usually just feel like locking myself somewhere without seeing or talking to anyone.
Is that normal?
plus. im really really sorry its that long. since i feel more comfortable getting advice from people that i dont really know.