It might be a little long. There's this girl who apparently likes me too. I had significant doubts about it when I had the best chance to tell her. She has at least 5 guys crushing on her, she said no to all of them, and some of them are umm... attractive? (no homo?) She's pretty outgoing and such, and I'm quite the opposite. Even though I don't like to talk much, we used to talk all the time, she would always talk to me first, find a way to be with me and whatever. I was an idiot and thought she was just being nice or being herself, turns out she wasn't. Now, after 7 months of not talking to each other because of the teacher separating us (the teacher last year thinks we talk too much ]:<) we sort of drifted away. Now whenever I see her in campus we just exchange glance, but sometimes she would ignore me. But one time we walked past each other, I ignored her (revenge ><) but I heard her whisper my name so I looked back and we sort of just looked into each others eyes and continued walking. I saw her post ]': on facebook later that day. I know I'm an idiot for not doing anything but I can't help it, I just feel like I don't deserve her since all her other guy friends are least twice as good as me.
Back when we used to talk, she would always use guys to get me jealous, cause one time when she put her head on my friend's shoulder she kept on smiling and staring at me which pissed me off even though I knew what she was doing. And now, after weeks of gathering the courage to talk to her again (Yes, it's that awkward for me to talk to someone I haven't talked to in a while) what should I say?! We don't have any classes together, and I'm not the type of person to initiate a conversation with people I haven't talked to in a long time, I get the feeling that they've moved on. I'm just afraid of what happens if I do tell or talk to her, an insult for making her wait? a NO? she can also beat me up since she knows material arts x_x? or whatever crap my mind makes up for me to simply not tell her.
I know it's a mess but I just want someone to help me out... my friends don't give the best advice so I rather not take my chances with their advice... >_>
Back when we used to talk, she would always use guys to get me jealous, cause one time when she put her head on my friend's shoulder she kept on smiling and staring at me which pissed me off even though I knew what she was doing. And now, after weeks of gathering the courage to talk to her again (Yes, it's that awkward for me to talk to someone I haven't talked to in a while) what should I say?! We don't have any classes together, and I'm not the type of person to initiate a conversation with people I haven't talked to in a long time, I get the feeling that they've moved on. I'm just afraid of what happens if I do tell or talk to her, an insult for making her wait? a NO? she can also beat me up since she knows material arts x_x? or whatever crap my mind makes up for me to simply not tell her.
I know it's a mess but I just want someone to help me out... my friends don't give the best advice so I rather not take my chances with their advice... >_>