I want to stop so badly but it's like my mind won't let me stop... I'll start the day eating like 100 calories and can make it through most of the day but then I snap and just start eating and don't stop until I feel sick. I'm SO desperate to stop. I feel fat, disgusting, and out of control. It's making me so depressed. My size 0 clothes used to hang on me but now they actually fit and my bones aren't as visible anymore, and the gap between my thighs isn't as big as it used to be. I hate being like this so much. I want to go back to eating 500 calories a day and get back to my previous weight.
I've read that binge eating is a common occurrence during anorexia recovery, so can someone with experience tell me how they stopped? Please don't answer if you're going to tell me that I need help, or that I'm binging because my body has been starving for so long. I KNOW that and I don't care. This is my life; I will do what I want with it!
IF YOUR JUST GOING TO TELL ME WHAT I'M DOING IS OK TO EAT LIKE THIS AND ITS NORMAL, THEN DONT WASTE YOUR TIME TYPING ANYTHING! I WANT TO HEAR FROM THE PEOPLE WHO'VE HAD THIS AND ARE BACK TO THE WAY THEY ARE!
I've read that binge eating is a common occurrence during anorexia recovery, so can someone with experience tell me how they stopped? Please don't answer if you're going to tell me that I need help, or that I'm binging because my body has been starving for so long. I KNOW that and I don't care. This is my life; I will do what I want with it!
IF YOUR JUST GOING TO TELL ME WHAT I'M DOING IS OK TO EAT LIKE THIS AND ITS NORMAL, THEN DONT WASTE YOUR TIME TYPING ANYTHING! I WANT TO HEAR FROM THE PEOPLE WHO'VE HAD THIS AND ARE BACK TO THE WAY THEY ARE!