Her's my story, we were together for two years, and we were literally inseparable! We come from two different culture, but I really didn't care because I love him so much! Things got very strange when we got engaged, and when I was about to move in. He told me how he loves me and would stand up for me no matter what. His friends never liked me! His family disapproved, so seven months ago he broke up with me. I was devasted, and truly heartbroken. I was in a depression ever since.
Speeding up time, now we are still good friends who have sex occasional which I know is bad! I stopped it before he went away because it won't mean a thing to him like it does to me. He goes out of his way a lot for me like picking me up, and dropping me home tech.. He calls, and texts a lot as well. Even if he can't call me at a certain time, he'll text me right after when he will be able to talk. He went away for a month, and he emailed me a lot as well. He came back and we spoke two hours for two days! It SEEMED all good.
We saw each other today after he came back from vacation, and I was so thrilled to see him! When I saw him he is the same person who I love, but a huge part is not the same anymore. It's hard to portray exactly what I mean by this. We do connect so well, but he is very hot and cold about his feelings, and he CONSTANTLY changed his mind. He told me today that he loves me, but then he said as a person, then he said as a friend. I feel that is MARRIED to his boys (friends), and to his family. It does not look like he wants to fight for me, but then he tells me how beautiful and intelligent I am and how no one will ever get him like how I do. Then, he tells me that he wants to see what else is out there, and he sleeps with a lot of women! But yet he says that he misses what we have.. I love him, and I was dying!!!! It was so awful because I miss that person who I was in love with, and the person who I was in love with wasn't sleeping around. He's contradicting himself, and he is lost STILL how he feels for me. I am seeing him again tmw, but I just want to end it. iShould I keep fighting for him?
I LOVE HIM, BUT IT'S VERY HARD TO LET HIM GO... WILL THIS BE THE BEST THING FOR ME, HELP I AM VERY HURT AND CONFUSED.
Speeding up time, now we are still good friends who have sex occasional which I know is bad! I stopped it before he went away because it won't mean a thing to him like it does to me. He goes out of his way a lot for me like picking me up, and dropping me home tech.. He calls, and texts a lot as well. Even if he can't call me at a certain time, he'll text me right after when he will be able to talk. He went away for a month, and he emailed me a lot as well. He came back and we spoke two hours for two days! It SEEMED all good.
We saw each other today after he came back from vacation, and I was so thrilled to see him! When I saw him he is the same person who I love, but a huge part is not the same anymore. It's hard to portray exactly what I mean by this. We do connect so well, but he is very hot and cold about his feelings, and he CONSTANTLY changed his mind. He told me today that he loves me, but then he said as a person, then he said as a friend. I feel that is MARRIED to his boys (friends), and to his family. It does not look like he wants to fight for me, but then he tells me how beautiful and intelligent I am and how no one will ever get him like how I do. Then, he tells me that he wants to see what else is out there, and he sleeps with a lot of women! But yet he says that he misses what we have.. I love him, and I was dying!!!! It was so awful because I miss that person who I was in love with, and the person who I was in love with wasn't sleeping around. He's contradicting himself, and he is lost STILL how he feels for me. I am seeing him again tmw, but I just want to end it. iShould I keep fighting for him?
I LOVE HIM, BUT IT'S VERY HARD TO LET HIM GO... WILL THIS BE THE BEST THING FOR ME, HELP I AM VERY HURT AND CONFUSED.