I'm really scared to date other people again. I dated this one boy and he became my life, world, my everything. Then I got burned.. so bad that I'm scared to even think about dating another guy. I want to try to like other people and be happy, but I just don't like anyone, no matter how amazing they are. And when I try to be with someone, it just feels very very awkward.
I can't help myself. I want to be with someone and I have some good opportunities, but I am so scared and upset with the past and worried about the future that I'm afraid to give anything another try... I'm so scared to feel heartbreak again. When it happened, I couldn't eat, I lost a lot of weight, I couldn't talk with any friends, I couldn't stop crying and sometimes I just wanted to die...
But what can I do now? I want to like someone (<--I'm not trying to force myself to like someone), but I just can't. Why don't I like anyone? Why am I still so afraid? There are amazing guys that I would have dated in a heartbeat, but now I just...
Please help. I'm so done with being alone.
p.s. I got burned a long time ago. I'm not holding onto him (or the past), I'm just afraid of the pain again.
I can't help myself. I want to be with someone and I have some good opportunities, but I am so scared and upset with the past and worried about the future that I'm afraid to give anything another try... I'm so scared to feel heartbreak again. When it happened, I couldn't eat, I lost a lot of weight, I couldn't talk with any friends, I couldn't stop crying and sometimes I just wanted to die...
But what can I do now? I want to like someone (<--I'm not trying to force myself to like someone), but I just can't. Why don't I like anyone? Why am I still so afraid? There are amazing guys that I would have dated in a heartbeat, but now I just...
Please help. I'm so done with being alone.p.s. I got burned a long time ago. I'm not holding onto him (or the past), I'm just afraid of the pain again.