over active imagination? Ever sense I can remember I have had an "over active imagination." I see stuff like weird creatures sometimes vividly sometimes in my minds eye. Sometimes I even can predict weird things in that happen in the future. It's been starting to go away over the past 2 years which I am now happy about. I used to like it but recently I don't. I have been getting scared out of my mind for no reason. 3 nights ago I had an incident (they are not so common for me anymore usually once a month or every other month.) I was walking through the woods by my house when I felt something REALLY scary, I was trying to rationalize it. cause no one was around but I almost peed my pants (I have had a gun pointed to my head, i have dealt with knives, been in an apartment during a drive by and none of that scared me like this did.) I called my girlfriend up afterward and kinda laughed about it she seemed to blow it off and so did I an I just avoid that area now. Last night I saw a dark figure with red eyes that kinda scared me an then my lamp fell down and the light bulb unscrewed. I wasn't sure what to make of it but I got really scared even for no reason. I looked for all the possible ways it coulda fell an am trying to blame the figure on me being a little tired. My girlfriend (of a year) asked me if I was actually mentally ill. I had thought about that myself countless times. I have gone to 7 councilors and gotten tests and all say that I have nothing weird about me, I just have an over active imagination. They also say to be careful. This over active imagination also makes me think too much and gets me incredibly upset. If I don't sleep more than 2 hours a night in a week, I get cranky and suicidal and literally feel like I am drowning in a pool of "everything is my fault" and I can't get a hold of myself until I sleep. Is there anything I can do?
Please HELP! I need professional mental health help having to do with an
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