Please help, awkward cousin situation? Sorry kinda long?

Nick Trags

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I'm still embarrassed about yesterday. Every year my whole family on my mom's side stay at my grandma's house while all the dads go hunting, and us kids (cousins) stay with the aunts. Well I'm sadly a lot smaller than my 12 year old cousin which caught everyone by surprise I guess. I don't know why since her dad is like 6'4" and mom is round 5'9", so she's tall for her age at prolly 5'5". Thanks to my mom being short I'm almost 4'11" and no I'm not a dwarf. The whole embarrassing part is how I'm a guy and 18 years old. Because it was such an obvious difference I was shorter than her my aunts being dumb wanted to compare her with me by making us stand back-to-back. I swear just last year I had at least a good two inches on her but she luckily hit a huge growth spurt. I haven't grown since I was 12 sadly. Well I knew how bad it was when the back of my head only came up to her shoulders. And the other embarrassing part is how she's the youngest cousin and I'm the second oldest. So the joke was with all my younger cousins is how now I'm the baby of the entire family. They really let me have it too when all the chairs were used except for one and it was just me and my youngest cousin I mentioned left standing. This was the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to me. She came up from behind me and picked me up then still pulling me towards her to sit on her lap while she sat on the last chair. I felt so little b/c she just laughed about it and wouldn't let me go. All the aunts (including my mom errr) thought it was so cute and had to take pictures of me sitting on her lap. I'll admit not trying to sound like a creep or anything, but my cousin is kinda cute like I can tell she's popular at her school since she cheerleads I think she still does at least. So me feeling like a complete loser just sat on her lap while she even furthered my embarrassment by bouncing me up and down as if I was baby which had everyone laughing. Finally the night ended but really capped it off when I was finally standing again and about to go to bed when my cousin bent down to kiss my cheek good night. She was mainly just immature about being taller than me and I think she thought it was cool to be bigger than someone older than her b/c she even asked me how I weighed when I said 88lbs, she bursted laughing, and quickly did the math that she weighed 18 lbs more than me. How can I ever forget this happened? And how can I avoid further embarrassment with this cousin since were here for another three days? I feel like she has a plan up her sleeve to humiliate me again. There's really no way I can ignore her or stay away from her since our rooms are next to each other. Sorry for being really long but felt I had to explain the whole situation, Please help me! My mom keeps telling me to just shrug it off but it's too embarrassing now especially after my cousin about an hour ago just told me she's gonna try to get me to play dress up with her in her clothes and makeup ewww. She sadly intimidates me and I'm the senior in high school while she's only in 6th grade
 
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