please dont judge me?

[Amy Mason]

okay, i really like gaining weight , but my friends and family always frown apon people who have gained weight and make rude comments. i want to show them the real me but im too afraid so i suck in my stomach to make myself appear thinner. how should i tell my best friend? should i just be like hey, ive been kinda hiding something.. or maybe just slowly let out my stomach so it appears im gaining weight fast.. please answer