?The? Bearded Cheerleader
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When I was 16 a girl from my School died on a skiing trip. She was by far the nicest person to me as a kid. When she died. I shut the whole world out. I quit my job and never spoke to my parents again. My dad is a junkie and my mum never really liked me. I went through her emails a few days ago and saw this. I have not seen my mum or dad now in 14 years. I am 29. I am still in love with the girl from school. I look for her in every woman I meet and i have never been happy with anything in my whole life. I have money, great job, security but none of this actually means anything to me. Id be happy in a tent on a dump. That is the way I am inclined. I was bullied all through my childhood and would like to discuss possible ways I could reclaim my life back. As I don't seem to be able to answer my own purpose in life.I can laugh at jokes. I get a long with pretty much everyone. I am a good boss and a good person in general.
If there is a god-he made me an atheist. I am a non believer in any form of religion. I like to think if i love i will be loved and i value peace in life.
Thank you for you answers so far. Age or religion is not important to me. I was looking at putting everyone's ideas and answers together to draw some conclusion. I am not unhappy or unsatisfied.
I am just with out. I find her death very easy to deal with. We live and we die. Yet sometimes i just believe i was put here for a greater purpose and maybe i have missed my calling.
If there is a god-he made me an atheist. I am a non believer in any form of religion. I like to think if i love i will be loved and i value peace in life.
Thank you for you answers so far. Age or religion is not important to me. I was looking at putting everyone's ideas and answers together to draw some conclusion. I am not unhappy or unsatisfied.
I am just with out. I find her death very easy to deal with. We live and we die. Yet sometimes i just believe i was put here for a greater purpose and maybe i have missed my calling.