lovernotfighter
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i'm gonna try and make this a short story but also make sure you get all the details you need. i dated this girl back in 11th grade and our parents didn't accept that we were lesbians and dating each other so it ended badly. almost had the police and restraining orders involved, our parent hated it that much. well that happened over the summer of 2009. then, Bailee*, the girl i fell in love with and thought was the only one for me got another girlfriend. Bailee came clean to her mother and her mom accepted she was a lesbian. so she got to keep her girlfriend. all this time, i'm still heartbroken and sad;
Bailee and i went a really long time without talking to each other. long story short, we are friends now, best friends actually and we just had a recent talk about dating each other again when we are moved out of our house. i live in the dorms at my college, and Bailee will live in the dorms next semester. she told me she is still in love with me but she is confused (because she is still dating her girlfriend) they have been dating for a year and two months. but Bailee tells me that they fight constantly and have been on the verge of breaking up. let's just say they fight over me and stupid stuff. Bailee told her girlfriend "if you can't accept that Whitney(me) will be in my life forever, it won't work out between us." which makes me think they aren't serious at all. she said she needs time to make the decision on who she wants but i just don't know what to do. i can't see her and her girlfriend being together much longer because she is still a junior in high school and we are freshman in college. but i just don't know if i should let her go or never talk to her again. i mean we both have established we have feelings for each other. MAJOR feelings. but she is just confused. she said she feels like the people in the romantic movies that have to choose who they want. but i don't think it's fair for her to keep us both, she needs to pick one or the other. but as of now, she is still dating her girlfriend while seeing me, skyping me, writing letter and texting me. Bailee's mom checked her phone records and said Bailee and I talk/text more than Bailee and her girlfriend so obviously there is something there. (side information: Bailee even texted me and said i love you babe and she hasn't called me babe since we have dated over a year ago. and she said she doesn't call anyone but her girlfriend babe. she also calls me jewie poo often. like that's my nickname. sometimes when we text, it gets really sexual. we'll discuss how good we are with our tongues and how we might find out on each other how good we are with our tongues.) my heart says to wait but my brain says what the **** are you doing..should i wait, should i move on, i don't know what to do.
* = names changed
Bailee and i went a really long time without talking to each other. long story short, we are friends now, best friends actually and we just had a recent talk about dating each other again when we are moved out of our house. i live in the dorms at my college, and Bailee will live in the dorms next semester. she told me she is still in love with me but she is confused (because she is still dating her girlfriend) they have been dating for a year and two months. but Bailee tells me that they fight constantly and have been on the verge of breaking up. let's just say they fight over me and stupid stuff. Bailee told her girlfriend "if you can't accept that Whitney(me) will be in my life forever, it won't work out between us." which makes me think they aren't serious at all. she said she needs time to make the decision on who she wants but i just don't know what to do. i can't see her and her girlfriend being together much longer because she is still a junior in high school and we are freshman in college. but i just don't know if i should let her go or never talk to her again. i mean we both have established we have feelings for each other. MAJOR feelings. but she is just confused. she said she feels like the people in the romantic movies that have to choose who they want. but i don't think it's fair for her to keep us both, she needs to pick one or the other. but as of now, she is still dating her girlfriend while seeing me, skyping me, writing letter and texting me. Bailee's mom checked her phone records and said Bailee and I talk/text more than Bailee and her girlfriend so obviously there is something there. (side information: Bailee even texted me and said i love you babe and she hasn't called me babe since we have dated over a year ago. and she said she doesn't call anyone but her girlfriend babe. she also calls me jewie poo often. like that's my nickname. sometimes when we text, it gets really sexual. we'll discuss how good we are with our tongues and how we might find out on each other how good we are with our tongues.) my heart says to wait but my brain says what the **** are you doing..should i wait, should i move on, i don't know what to do.
* = names changed