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lilyprincess
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Wow.....after I posted I
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read my first post oh so many years ago...seriously, I thought it was bad that I was taking 6 or 7 pills a day...if only I wouldn't have given up back then! Within a year I was taking up to 30 10mg norcos a day at my worst. I guess the reality of my addiction just really hit me when I read that...knowing that the past five years of my life have been consumed by addiction. Up to that point I had been a "recreational" user for years, taking pills when they were available, but never seeking them out or faking illnesses to get them. I know there is no point in wishing I could change the past, but seriously, if I could go back to that first post and tell myself what I know now...well, I guess I probably wouldn't have listened. I just can't believe how long my life has been controlled by pills. I think I'm finally coming out on the other side though.
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read my first post oh so many years ago...seriously, I thought it was bad that I was taking 6 or 7 pills a day...if only I wouldn't have given up back then! Within a year I was taking up to 30 10mg norcos a day at my worst. I guess the reality of my addiction just really hit me when I read that...knowing that the past five years of my life have been consumed by addiction. Up to that point I had been a "recreational" user for years, taking pills when they were available, but never seeking them out or faking illnesses to get them. I know there is no point in wishing I could change the past, but seriously, if I could go back to that first post and tell myself what I know now...well, I guess I probably wouldn't have listened. I just can't believe how long my life has been controlled by pills. I think I'm finally coming out on the other side though.
I really hope you the best and stick around let's help each other out. Good Luck.