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finallyINlove
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So Im a new young mother who gave birth to a beautiful baby boy who was premature and currently undergoing constant medical attention (i.e. oxygen support, doctors appointments, medicine schedules, etc). The worst part is over really and aside from the oxygen he's on, you would never guess he was "sick". Anyways, being a young & new Mom of course is challenging but I believe I've adapted quite well. Being in a hospital for 7 months with your son in critical condition and undergone 2 surgeries kinda makes you grow up and become responsible quite quickly. I've adapted to the stress of motherhood quite well at the age of 20 and have no problem doing things on my own while my husband is away at work. Ok here comes the problem, I have both my Mother and my Mother in Law (who are both great single mothers ) on my back CONSTANTLY! I really want to take pride of raising my son on my own without the conflict of 2 other people imposing their morals onto my son. My mother is constantly judging the way I do things with my son (i.e. you're not doing right, why are you doing it like that?, do you not care about your sons health?) and then my mother in law, whom I live with is always "fixing" what I do. If my son is bare foot and she feels his feet a little cold, she'll put socks on him which makes him fussy. She will also come in our room (my husbands, my sons and mine) in the middle of the night and put a blanket on him which makes my son sweat and get uncomfortable. My mom is more judgmental and "old school". This is funny, at the doctors I was told that i should read to my son and at his age (6months) the way he's going to grow interest in books is by holding them and putting them in his mouth. Of course the minute I told my mother this she FLIPPED! telling me that I was crazy letting my son put books in his mouth saying "they're dirty" and "your sons is going to grow up thinking its ok to put everything into his mouth" and all this without letting me explain to her that that's why they make "baby books" and babies explore their surroundings by putting things in their mouths and its part of their natural brain development. Anywhoos, as much as I LOVE & appreciate both of their help and input, I understand that I cannot do EVERYTHING but am I wrong to HATE their constant "input"? I really want to take pride of raising my son despite my young age and maybe Im taking their help the wrong way but as I look at them and admire them for being able to raise their own children on their own, I want my son to be able to grow up and also look up at me (and his father of course) and be proud of me. Long story short, who right here?
Me? or them two?
Me? or them two?