You won't die from a panic attack unless you do something really radical while you are having it. You can, however, make yourself sick with worry. Worry causes anxiety. Do you see where I am going? If you continue to worry you will have more and more physical symptoms. Holding stuff in is also a good way to get an ulcer or IBS. There are probably some counseling centers for students like you that do not have the money to spend on a therapist. Your parents may still be carrying insurance on you and the insurance will pay for psychiatric care. A lot of students go to therapists because of their high stress level so don't feel weird or anything about going. Sincerely, searchin