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Moonbeam
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This is my second pregnancy. (31 weeks along) When I had my first daughter, it took a long time for me to get back into a sexual relationship with my husband. Besides lack of time, for some reason I feel dirty having sex or even considering it. I used to be a sex-feign, really very kinky - lol. Now that I am pregnant again, I am absolutely afraid to do it, and when I do it is so painful. My husband does really seem to notice or care. He goes to bed after me because he stays up playing his video game and we always wake up to our baby crying. Also, I find that I can't stand his hygiene habits. I constantly obsess over them, and then I will sometimes say something about it and make him feel bad. Showering and brushing his teeth is a big issue. There is other things also that drives me crazy. But now it has gotten to the point where I am turned off by him and I don't feel any sexual feelings at all. ANd when I do I suppress them. And then when we actually do so it it is so uncomfortable that I just want it to end. I feel doomed.