SenselessSurroundings
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I'm asking again cause the other question disappeared too fast!
Ok I'll try and make this as brief as possible...
Basically, For about a year I've been In love with this boy, He was in the year above me at school, but we hung around together loads we were all a group of friends. Basically he apparently said he like me like..2 months into the school term, and our other friends wanted us to get together, but he'd just got out of a difficult relationship, and is really shy. Whenever we saw each other out of school we would end up getting with each other, it was always him making the first move, and as time went on I liked him more and more, we got on really well, but he never wanted to talk about it with anyone. I didn't want to pressure him into a decision, and he still would get with me, even after he apparently said he wasn't going to anymore cause he was leaving soon. Anyway he left for uni, but he still used to talk to me on messenger EVERY day, asking how I was what I'd been up to etc. He came back for a visit 3 months later, and told me he'd missed me and we were together the whole night, he was kissing me hugging me talking to me and making sure I was ok as I'd had an argument with my friend, and I ended up staying with him at our friends house, and ..well stuff happened, as it does. Anyway then he left to go back and I decided I didn't want to carry on not knowing what to expect, or what he wanted so I emailed him and I just tried to explain my feelings and confusion, and how much I liked him, and had heard a load of stuff from different people... he emailed back saying he was sorry he'd made me feel this way, but he hadn't been ready for a relationship really, and didn't know I liked him that much, even though i was told he was going to ask me to be his girlfriend at one point. He apologised and said he felt like a dick and that I deserved better, and he still kept talking to me, and apologised again over MSN. Then we kind've went through a phase for a few weeks of not talking, I thought this would help me get over it, but I thought about him everyday, and then he suddenly asked me if I wanted to go to a festival with him in summer as I was moving back closer to him, so he got tickets so we're going to go. He's always been really nice to me, and I just have to know if anyone thinks he does still like me and is waiting for me to go over until he makes a decision or something? I think about him all the time and I miss him so much that it hurts..
If you need anymore info then do ask, I just tried to make this as short as possible.
I'm 18 he's 19
Thank you =[
If you want to know anything else just ask
(By the way, before anyone says hes just in it for the sex, he isn't cause we haven't had sex)
Ok I'll try and make this as brief as possible...
Basically, For about a year I've been In love with this boy, He was in the year above me at school, but we hung around together loads we were all a group of friends. Basically he apparently said he like me like..2 months into the school term, and our other friends wanted us to get together, but he'd just got out of a difficult relationship, and is really shy. Whenever we saw each other out of school we would end up getting with each other, it was always him making the first move, and as time went on I liked him more and more, we got on really well, but he never wanted to talk about it with anyone. I didn't want to pressure him into a decision, and he still would get with me, even after he apparently said he wasn't going to anymore cause he was leaving soon. Anyway he left for uni, but he still used to talk to me on messenger EVERY day, asking how I was what I'd been up to etc. He came back for a visit 3 months later, and told me he'd missed me and we were together the whole night, he was kissing me hugging me talking to me and making sure I was ok as I'd had an argument with my friend, and I ended up staying with him at our friends house, and ..well stuff happened, as it does. Anyway then he left to go back and I decided I didn't want to carry on not knowing what to expect, or what he wanted so I emailed him and I just tried to explain my feelings and confusion, and how much I liked him, and had heard a load of stuff from different people... he emailed back saying he was sorry he'd made me feel this way, but he hadn't been ready for a relationship really, and didn't know I liked him that much, even though i was told he was going to ask me to be his girlfriend at one point. He apologised and said he felt like a dick and that I deserved better, and he still kept talking to me, and apologised again over MSN. Then we kind've went through a phase for a few weeks of not talking, I thought this would help me get over it, but I thought about him everyday, and then he suddenly asked me if I wanted to go to a festival with him in summer as I was moving back closer to him, so he got tickets so we're going to go. He's always been really nice to me, and I just have to know if anyone thinks he does still like me and is waiting for me to go over until he makes a decision or something? I think about him all the time and I miss him so much that it hurts..
If you need anymore info then do ask, I just tried to make this as short as possible.
I'm 18 he's 19
Thank you =[
If you want to know anything else just ask
(By the way, before anyone says hes just in it for the sex, he isn't cause we haven't had sex)