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Amanda W
Guest
My True Heartache
Can I let you go? I wonder if I can, you were my inspiration, half the time my one reason
to breathe another day. Although our fingertips never touched in reality, it was in my
dreams that you and I enveloped in the sweet waves of forbidden passion. I wanted you,
and deep down in the very depth of your soul, I knew you wanted me too. We used to be
so close, talking and laughing like best friends, I guess we were. But then the cruel heat of
summer days blazed us apart, only to return on a cool autumn day so changed. You older,
more worn then my saddened memories, and I a more graceful, beautiful young girl. I
realized then that our worlds were to different, that though are fates intertwined in
complicated knots, but not connected. I had to say goodbye, you were my protector
against the harsh cold truth of reality, and when I stepped away from that shield though
necessary, it felt entirely wrong. Darling I love you, though you may never know that,
and even though were are separate in body, you’ll always be in my heart.
Can I let you go? I wonder if I can, you were my inspiration, half the time my one reason
to breathe another day. Although our fingertips never touched in reality, it was in my
dreams that you and I enveloped in the sweet waves of forbidden passion. I wanted you,
and deep down in the very depth of your soul, I knew you wanted me too. We used to be
so close, talking and laughing like best friends, I guess we were. But then the cruel heat of
summer days blazed us apart, only to return on a cool autumn day so changed. You older,
more worn then my saddened memories, and I a more graceful, beautiful young girl. I
realized then that our worlds were to different, that though are fates intertwined in
complicated knots, but not connected. I had to say goodbye, you were my protector
against the harsh cold truth of reality, and when I stepped away from that shield though
necessary, it felt entirely wrong. Darling I love you, though you may never know that,
and even though were are separate in body, you’ll always be in my heart.