:angel:thanks guys for all the responces/ Like i said in the original post, i was at one time on suboxone for twp weeks, and i did have a very good two weeks. i have researched the drug very well also on my own, and i have foubd out thst yes indeed it is addicting. However, honestlty i cannot take the time to try to taper, i have a very busy schedule and have like 2 days a week that are clear and free. I would love more than anything to just go cold turkey, i know i could do it with my own will power and want to. I have two kiRAB with me who both have many activities each day, my husband works more than full time, and just so much going on. I am hoping in a year from now my life will be slowedd down enough to where i cn taper off the suboxone and have the time to deal with some withdrawal. i did go cold turkey once on my husbanRAB vacation, and its oure hell as all of you know..i cant deal right now, and my life is so messed up from my addiction and i have went from just doing the perks and oxy's to taking h (snorting it) if i cant get my pills, to the point now that my beloved perks dont do as much for me as they used to..im exactly where i swore on everything i would never be in my life. I hope this post downt sound like a pity party or an excuse making party for myself, in my mind its legit, and we are in a financial situation where sub would work out for us, actually save us money...I do agree wih you though that its addictive and is goinbg to be tough to come off of, but for right now, i just want some if my life back, and need to get some of it straightened out...any more comments will be appriciated guys, you are all so very heloful and inspirational.:angel: