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::Brooklyn: We Get It::
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The problem I've had for years is this--if I have sex/sleep with someone, I have a hard time seeing them again, even if I really like them, because I get nervous about seeing a person who I've sex with. I don't understand. Sometimes, there are places that I can't go shopping, because some of the girls that work in the store look like the type of girls I usually go after, and I get nervous. The thing, is that even if I'm not thinking about sleeping with them, I get really nervous. I don't understand this. When I was in high school, I had a bf, and after we had sex for the first time, I got so guilty that I was afraid to see him in school. I mean, I liked him and he was a good looking guy, but I was ashamed because I thought maybe everyone knew or maybe seeing him in school would be odd. What's wrong with me and how can i fix this? This is really interfering with my life to the point where I'm scared to go out. I dunno...