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Sandy44
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Well I'm anorexic. I was recovering but recently I've gotten worse.
Yesterday I smoked pot, which I didn't think would be an issue, cos I did it alllll the time when I was pretty close to being well.
But I got the munchies, and ate a lot. Obviously. But when i came down I like, freaked out. I did like 600 or so crunches, and cried for like an hour, and cut myself for the first time in about 2 years.
And I'm just feeling really low today.
And I just wanted to say exactly what I was feeling and not have people look at me like I'm crazy.
I don't have anybody to really talk to. I'm afraid everyone is going to judge me.
So I talk to you guys. So yeah. I dunno This wasn't really a question at all, I just wanted to get my feelings out, lol.
Thanks for listening. <3
Oh and by the way, I'm going into therapy for my eating disorder again like next week or something.
Woohoo.
Thanks guys. I just had a really shitty day and I'm glad that a bunch of random strangers can make me feel a little better. Haha =]
Okay, sorry, but I don't find "don't be anorexic" remotely helpful.
That would be like saying "don't be bipolar" to someone.
I have a freakin' disease, dude.
I'm in therapy.
What more do you want from me? Want me to go grab a burger from McDonalds? Oh, okay sounds like a plan.
I love how freakin ignorant people are.
Yesterday I smoked pot, which I didn't think would be an issue, cos I did it alllll the time when I was pretty close to being well.
But I got the munchies, and ate a lot. Obviously. But when i came down I like, freaked out. I did like 600 or so crunches, and cried for like an hour, and cut myself for the first time in about 2 years.
And I'm just feeling really low today.
And I just wanted to say exactly what I was feeling and not have people look at me like I'm crazy.
I don't have anybody to really talk to. I'm afraid everyone is going to judge me.
So I talk to you guys. So yeah. I dunno This wasn't really a question at all, I just wanted to get my feelings out, lol.
Thanks for listening. <3
Oh and by the way, I'm going into therapy for my eating disorder again like next week or something.
Woohoo.
Thanks guys. I just had a really shitty day and I'm glad that a bunch of random strangers can make me feel a little better. Haha =]
Okay, sorry, but I don't find "don't be anorexic" remotely helpful.
That would be like saying "don't be bipolar" to someone.
I have a freakin' disease, dude.
I'm in therapy.
What more do you want from me? Want me to go grab a burger from McDonalds? Oh, okay sounds like a plan.
I love how freakin ignorant people are.