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bobmilla22
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hit it off. But its complicated? So this girl lives about 30 minutes away from me in Shen., and admitted to having a crush on me in 2008, and during the school year last year we hung out a few times, like 4. Heres where its complicated. I find out she has a boyfriend-ish guy already. this disapointed me, but i wasnt too attatched to her yet so it wasnt all that bad. But when her and her boyfriend broke up, about 2 months later we hung out and she kept dropping all these hints at me. I didnt really catch them, but at the end of the night she quickly kissed me. we hung out again about a month later. and this time we saw a movie, where she, again, dropped more hints. I didnt do anything again, and at the end of the night tried to kiss her. I kissed her and she pulled away, i was shocked at first but then I found out her mom was right there.I didnt talk with her for a while, and around may, i found out she was interested in another guy. Once again, it cought me at a time were i wasnt interested. That relationship ended in about may, and was very quick. We started talking more (throughout the course of the year we always talked, but more or less in certain times of the year) and we hung out again in early summer of 2009. this was right before camp again. We went to camp this year, and at camp i realized how much i actually liked this girl. I told her at the end of camp that she was the best, most beautiful girl i have ever met. She started to cry and hugged me, but later that night we were talking by the lake and she talked about how the distance is hard, and she isnt really ready for a relationship. This disapointed me, but i didnt want to give up. Since camp i have hung out with her almost every weekend. (no kissing at all, and no mention of liking each other) But my homecoming is coming up, and i asked her to go. I figure, if shes ever going to like me, might as well be at homecoming. I just dont know whether to give up, keep going, or WHAT! haha. Ive had a few ideas, like wait till homecoming, if that goes well, keep pursuing her, if not forget it. OR i keep pursiong her, but also look for another girl. I JUST DONT KNOW. And listen, i like this girl ALOT. and i dont want to give up. i really dont. And i hate to say this, but i part of me thinks i should start looking somewhere else. BUT I REALLY LIKE HER. so can someone help me out? 