getting a job to pay for...? the things that I seriously wish to change. I am 17 years old. I'm not popular and I don't wish to be, I have a small group of friends and were really close. They tell me that I'm perfectly fine and that I am 'pretty' but it's total bullshit... When I look in the mirror I know that i'm a mess.
Firstly, I have severe acne, although i'm starting roaccutane soon there will still be left over scarring which will cost alot of money to fix. Then there's my teeth, there straight but disoloured and they look horrible, this again will cost alot of money. I'm also not exacatly skinny, i'm 10 and a half stone and 5'9... so my figure is less than perfect and I can't afford to use the gym.
All these problems have caused me to have depression. I can't cope with living like this. College is the very last thing on my mind (My alevels are tomorrow and instead of revising i'm on here looking at pictures of my idol megan fox)...Everythings just a mess.
This is why I'm thinking I should quit school and get a job to pay for a 'new me'. I'm never going to get anywhere in life looking like this anyway. Being branded ugly and haveing people talk about me is killing me.
If I quit school I will only have my gcse's and will not be able to go to university but at least i'll be able to work on my looking the way I wish to. I admire people like Megan Fox, Cheryl Cole and such. Do you think it's a good idea?
ADIVCE, HELP, PLEASE??
Firstly, I have severe acne, although i'm starting roaccutane soon there will still be left over scarring which will cost alot of money to fix. Then there's my teeth, there straight but disoloured and they look horrible, this again will cost alot of money. I'm also not exacatly skinny, i'm 10 and a half stone and 5'9... so my figure is less than perfect and I can't afford to use the gym.
All these problems have caused me to have depression. I can't cope with living like this. College is the very last thing on my mind (My alevels are tomorrow and instead of revising i'm on here looking at pictures of my idol megan fox)...Everythings just a mess.
This is why I'm thinking I should quit school and get a job to pay for a 'new me'. I'm never going to get anywhere in life looking like this anyway. Being branded ugly and haveing people talk about me is killing me.
If I quit school I will only have my gcse's and will not be able to go to university but at least i'll be able to work on my looking the way I wish to. I admire people like Megan Fox, Cheryl Cole and such. Do you think it's a good idea?
ADIVCE, HELP, PLEASE??