rawrdog822
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So, this started about two weeks ago. My family has had a lot of issues, and not a lot of great stuff happened in my childhood. I was talking with a therapist and started going on a rant and getting really angry. I feel like I snapped at that point. I am constantly angry now (though I don't take it out on anyone). But here comes the strange part.
I used to punch stuff every once in a while to release some anger, and when I punched something hard it would of course hurt. However, now I have put my fist through a wall a few times and I barely feel anything. I can recognize that it should hurt, but I can't feel the pain.
Even in different temperature conditions I don't feel anything. I currently reside in Massachusetts, which has been pretty cold this winter. But I am able to go outside in shorts and a t-shirt and I don't feel cold. And at my work, when closing the store I was washing dishes using hot water. I didn't really recognize it until my co-worker pointed it out, but the water was steaming hot. I had burns on my hand but I never recognized the water was that hot. I did almost the same thing with one of my cigarettes. My hand brushed the lit end of it and I didn't feel anything.
I don't really know what this means. Anyone know?
I used to punch stuff every once in a while to release some anger, and when I punched something hard it would of course hurt. However, now I have put my fist through a wall a few times and I barely feel anything. I can recognize that it should hurt, but I can't feel the pain.
Even in different temperature conditions I don't feel anything. I currently reside in Massachusetts, which has been pretty cold this winter. But I am able to go outside in shorts and a t-shirt and I don't feel cold. And at my work, when closing the store I was washing dishes using hot water. I didn't really recognize it until my co-worker pointed it out, but the water was steaming hot. I had burns on my hand but I never recognized the water was that hot. I did almost the same thing with one of my cigarettes. My hand brushed the lit end of it and I didn't feel anything.
I don't really know what this means. Anyone know?